I immersed my mind in fantasy at every opportunity. My life now consisted of school, therapy, books, video games, and movies. I wanted to be entertained every moment to grant my mind the tiniest moments reprieve from the constant, overwhelming, despair overriding my psyche. I dreaded going to school. The second I got home I jumped on the computer and escaped into the internet, where no one could see my disability and I wasn’t treated differently.